
My father was a gentle man who died quite young as a result of his alcoholism. He did not really "fit" into this world and he suffered physically (from severe injuries in a military plane crash) and emotionally all his adult life. I miss him. He understood my love of horses... he built barns for me with his own hands, then with his money when he couldn't do it himself, physically. We suffered watching him drink - not just for what it did to us as a family, but for how it harmed him. In the early 1970's, police would drive him home (drunk), thinking they were doing him a favor... doctors refused to help (until the VA hospital showed compassion). Society sort of condoned the use of excess alcohol... I guess. The world seems more aware now. I'm glad. It is hard to see a loved one "waste" his life. My father was a gentle man who did not know how to tame his demons. I love him and I miss him and I'm so glad I knew him. Happy Father's Day, Daddy!